Friday, October 23, 2009

betray and inderpendent life

now is 12.27am...i physically tired, but mentally very fresh...
i cant describe my mood now..i cant describe all in words now...i just feel like wanna write something out but i dunno what should i write...confusing in all the things!! feel like very funny for me izzit?!?! ya...i also felt that..

maybe tomorrow i need to chat with Maye or when the time i see Phillip face then my mood will be ok...haha...ya,that might be happen tommorow...coz all the things will be change in a short time...

i heard a story from someone few months ago...but i feel i fall into a cheat when the time i believe...now they have their own world and own life...maybe is time for me to be independent,to face my problems, to solve my problems myself and do not rely on others anymore!!!

the coming sat and sun i will face it myself...i know this is the things i should do it now, not others day, but now!!!

is time to me to wake up from fairy-tale world!!


3 comments:

  1. girl, i'm not sure how ur mood now... but no matter what, u r in my heart always!
    I'm sorry that i din tell u bout my things recently...
    must take good k n be happy !

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  2. After chat with me u will feel better, is it? Hehe. Erm...Im not bad too can heal ppl. Hehe. But gal remember everyone got their own life included urs. I do have close fren n i feel that type of betray. But after i think n think after all, at least we indeed share happy moments together. Still remember wat i told u? If a friendship had over or you n ur fren don't have topics to say anymore, jz admit it. That is not a wrong. Cos thats the fact. I know u need time to think about it. Slowly sooner or later you will find out the behind meaning of it. Jia you ba...

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  3. I'm back here again. Cos I could see all of your friends loves u. Cos if they doesnt love u, they wont care abt u at all anymore. Maybe they have their reason behind of it. AFter all they still have their privacy right. Give a try to trust them for this time. Even as family do have privacy as well. Do need respect their privacy too. So of cos same to them. Don't becos of a small thing break the bond of friendship. Try to mend it first before we do any stupid decision. K gal? Jia you Jia you!!

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